christmas

Do you ever get the feeling that you just need to yell at someone? Like really, just scream every hateful thing you've ever heard at them till there's nothing left to say? Ok , that is way too dramatic. as you can see, i have learned a bit since my " help" post. but seriously: this holiday didn't have a lot of holiday cheer...unless you count getting a couple of DVD's....and a drawing set? we went to a restaurant... and well... we weren't really celebrating the joy and merriment of the holidays... we were just eating out, with the holidays as an excuse. 


what is the true meaning of the holidays?


Happy holidays, anyway. 
To those who bother to click the link above, please note Toothless... :)


K bye
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busyish?

Today I feel emotionally vulnerable. Thank goodness the day is almost over. Usually, if I feel hurt or angered I just retreat into the little shell of reclusiveness I've made for myself, and counterattack with some sarcasm against whoever inflicted the wound. But today, my shell has been rather thin and I'm finding it hard to keep everything tightly corked up. Add my lack of sleep in the past few days, which increases my irritability, and you have someone on the verge of screaming at anyone that tries to criticize them.
This has never happened before though, however many late-nighters I've pulled, and it worries me. I can't let my moodiness get in the way of the rest of my life, I've got to many things to do! Ok, so I don't really have much of a life... But still! I'll be wasting time trying to calm myself down.
And on that optimistic note, I have found that is blog is actually helping me! I can pour my soul out to people I don't know!! I'm being stalked! how awesome! I'm getting a lot more views than I'm expecting too, but I'm not exactly happy in knowing that people from Russia are (trying to) reading my posts. :|

K bye

More stats... and other stuff

Ok...I've checked my stats again.. and apparently, I'm popularish in both the US and Russia. Oh, And I have 102 views. That's somewhat disturbing. Does anyone realize this is a place for me to show the world my petty everyday problems? Русский народ, там, почему вы посмотрите на этот материал? I expect, like 20 views a month, at the very, very most. But then, I look, and I have 47 view in May, and that makes absolutely no sense. I don't even interesting write stuff on here.

Anyway, today was a good day. which probably means I shouldn't be on here right now, because I'm defeating the purpose of making this blog. Oh here comes my dear father....he seems to be terribly worked up about something...

2 minutes later
It appears that my dear mother cannot seem to make a decision as to where she is going to send me to school term after next. All of her friends and coworkers are tugging at her somewhat weak decision-making mind. One moment the Charter School, Green Hope the next, then Panther Creek, but never Enloe. I shall have to convince her that is the place to go.

K bye

Where do your parents want to send you?