sad face

Before I took that 100 question test this morning at CCS, I didn't really think about how I feel after finishing it. I was hoping for some sort of relief.
But of course, I really just want scream my throat hoarse while banging my head on the wall til blood spurts out my ears. Pretty picture, right? I think it's because I was hoping after this, some of my worries would go away. and they haven't. None of them.  My life is the same as it was before. nothing momentous has happened. And that sucks. :(